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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Currently Listening
Cassie
By Cassie
Long way to go
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deadlines deadlines deadlines!

 

i am dyingggggggggggg! there are too many dates! whoever said senior year was an easy, laidback year.. was stupid!

sigh..okay so i have all-region tryouts #2 on October 21, Senior Yearbook pictures on October 25, Graduation Pictures before December, PTA Reflections on October 30, random scholarships all due before December, SATs on December 2, FAFSA, grants, blah blah and the list goes on. oh and did i mention, my freaking college applications are all due before DECEMBER 1?! why? because i have decided to do early action, which means instead of them being due on February 1, they are due on December 1, which means i have resumes to do, recommendation letters to get, interviews to set up,  AND AHHHHHHHH! i dont even know what major to put down. Should i put nursing?..or pre-med?..teaching maybe?..psychologist? psychiatrist? oh my goshhhhhhhh who knew this could be so complicated. I give up. i can just see my future now. I'm an uneducated, illiterate old woman with seven cats and three birds living in a 200 year old house in Alabama!

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define life?

"Life"
Sitting.
Staring.
Thinking.
Pondering.
Hoping.
Dreaming.
Wishing.
Trying.
Realizing.
Crashing.
Running.
Crying.
Concealing.
Faking.
Smiling.
Repeating.

(: now, im going to go to the bathroom..and..go..take..a..?      (shower). bye!


Friday, October 06, 2006

Currently Listening
Smack That
By Akon
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hi again

so.. last saturday was all-region tryouts and i made it (: and so next next saturday i have another tryout and if i make that, then i advance to area, and if i make area then i advance to state!

anywaysssssss..next friday is the PNG vs. NEDERLAND game.. and i know im so gonna die for writing this, since all my friends are practically from nederland, but.. PNG IS GOING TO KICK YOUR BOOOOOOTYYYYYY (: that is all. 

 

and for all of you people who judge me or think you "know me," let me tell you something. Don't tell me who I am, because unless i write all my thoughts down on a piece of paper and hand it to you, you dont know even half of my life.

MMHMM WELLLLL that's all for today. until next time (: peace. 


Monday, September 25, 2006

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FutureSex / LoveSounds
By Justin Timberlake
My Love
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surprise

so because of sannas inspiration, and the outrageous activities that have happened today...

i have decided to update now. dont ask why..or better yet, ask me. ask me about my day

WELL, sanna slept over at my house yesterday..and we woke up at 1030 the next morning..how weird. oh yes, and then someone prank called us!  so, if your the person that prank called us, please feel free to let me know that it was you  (:

anyways, after that me, sanna, ali, and imran decided to go to the pecan festival..but when we got there it was all muddy and what not, but i still wanted to go  ): oh well.. and then we went to the mall and decided to watch a movie.. but that didn't happen either. figures. oh well..it was still fun, because me and sanna went to hallmark and looked for..*(:* hehe. you wouldnt want to know anyways (: okay and then after that we went to um..china buffet? the food was GAY. the chicken and everything was cold. and oh my..(besides the regular stuff we normal people eat).. you will not guess what we ate. okay so for starters, we ate sushi! um.. it wasnt half bad? but the sauce totally ruined it. and then..we ate crawfish and crabs and fried zucchini and WHAT NOT! do not ask us why we tried it.. i didnt even know we would try it! how cool, i feel daring. and oh my.. then squid..okay so me and sanna ate squid..and i totally gagged on that and ew ya im not going to go in detail.. and then sanna threw up! oh my gosh.. and she was sick too so ya  ): and those chinese ladies were really mad at us..because after our horrible experience in the bathroom, we were talking about how bad this place is and how we could sue this place, blah blah..and we didn't exactly notice that one of the workers were in the bathroom..yeah..whatever. that place sucked..i feel sick just talking about it. so..after they dropped me off home, i was too sick to go to khane..yes i know it was a majilis..sorry  and then i went to sleep..at 630 p.m.! and now i just woke up..at 130 in the morning..doing my effing homework that i decided not to do before.

sigh..im sick of life, it sucks.

im sick of people; no ones real.

sick of listening; it's all lies.

sick of thinking, because i end up confused.

and im sick of trying.. trying to do everything, trying to avoid change, trying to be real..but at the same time not hurt feelings, trying to trust people, trying to believe people, just..sick of trying, because please..tell me, whats the point?

why are people constantly changing? one minute they want to be a part of your lives, and the next minute they want to be out. one minute they want to be your friend, and the next minute they want to be your nothing, and then they want to be your friend again? is that even possible? how. how can you become their friend again after that has happened. i just don't understand..

anyways, that was just a little something i wanted to share. and now.. someone is eagerly calling me to do them right now. and yes, i am talking about my homework. (:

 

 

 




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